So, today I started with the freakin' Christmas cheer, hehehe. It was quite an interesting experience. I actually overwhelmed myself because I started taking control of EVERYTHING...and I mean everything. I became dictator extraordinaire and that made me feel anxious. I started feeling the queasiness in the pit of my stomach. And I was actually hunched over as if the weight of the world were on my shoulders. It took me the better part of the day to realize that I was the only one pressuring myself to do everything I thought had to be done. No one in my fam was forcing me to do anything in any particular way. Revelation for the day: I'm only trying to impress one person... ME. And me is the hardest customer to please. :/
But that's cool. At least I know who I need to work on...me, again. And, although that can be trying at times, it's nowhere near as overwhelming as thinking that you have to please everyone else.
Anywho, I got a tree made which I can't show y'all cuz my camera batteries died...the main ones, the backups and the backups' backups >.< Yep, I was mad. But, I got them charged up, and tomorrow I will start taking pictures and uploading them.
The main menu for Christmas isn't final yet. But, I think I've almost convinced my mom to make a ham. Like I said on the last blog, I'll probably be making some kind of dessert(s). I'm not quite sure if my sister will pitch in, but she's not really into holiday food making. She likes cooking and baking and she does them well...she just does them on her terms ;).
So, I'll talk to you guys later...buh-bye :)
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